Its over for me. I'm absolutely cooked. I'm getting worse and worse in school and at home. I don't even know wtf is wrong with me. Like I have no reason to be this fucked over something that happened over a year ago. Why can't I just get over it already... I wish I had someone who could help me with this and doesn't just ignore me to talk to their other friends. I sound narcissistic af but I'm so tired of being alone, I'm desperate for someone to be mine and only mine.....