I only posted days 1,2,3 for the one piece inktober post thing and I'm too tired to post anymore of them here. Too much work 😐

Just go to my Instagram page for now till the end of the month if y'all wanna see (I highly doubt anyone would want to which is why I don't bother posting here 💀)

Me in those boots I made 🗣️

Here's a work in progress picture. I have to buy more foam so I could build the other shoe XD

Wow this is great! Perfect... I got scammed $55 and I already have a crap job that pays $12.50 and hour but I only do 14 hours. I still haven't got my paycheck yet so I'm even more pissed that I don't have my money. I tried convincing them to give my money back but it's not working. Any amount of payment will help me get my $55 dollars back 😭💔💔💔🙏🙏

I don't even know what's going on with me I just been thinking about some things. Like I never realized how dumb and weird I am.

I have no friends irl, none of my online friends except one person talks to me consistently and they're the only one who cares enough to even ask if I'm ok. Obviously I'm not ok but I don't even have a reason for this.

I live in perfect conditions, no one in my family is struggling ,I have no abusive shit or anything to be this fucked over.

Lately I just been constantly reminded of how fucking stupid I am and how much a waste of space and time I am. People try to help me but it's my own fault for not even accepting compliments anymore.

I hate my art I want to quit there's not even any use of this garbage shit account. I should just completed erase my entire existence ghost everyone and kill myself after. Soon enough this would be over for me and you won't ever have to deal with me again.

I fucked up really bad too because I spent my money on things I shouldn't have at my age and I don't even have a reason for any of this.

I don't even know what to do with myself anymore... My mind is so foggy I sometimes forget my own name, skip over words in sentences or even say the completely wrong thing.

I'm exhausted I don't even have an appetite anymore besides crap I don't need. I tried "coping" but nothing is working. I've tried drawing to keep my mind off these thoughts only to realize that I'll never be successful and I'm a fool to think I even had chance.

I'm sorry for just existing at this point. I can't fucking do this shit anymore guys. Have a good day/night y'all

Sorry this doesn't make much sence I just tried to jam pack everything into one post

Its over for me. I'm absolutely cooked. I'm getting worse and worse in school and at home. I don't even know wtf is wrong with me. Like I have no reason to be this fucked over something that happened over a year ago. Why can't I just get over it already... I wish I had someone who could help me with this and doesn't just ignore me to talk to their other friends. I sound narcissistic af but I'm so tired of being alone, I'm desperate for someone to be mine and only mine.....

I finally got another job so I won't be drawing as much. But other then that lately I haven't been doing so well. I've just been rotting in my bed doing nothing and I don't know what to do with myself. My room is messy, I've lost my appetite, etc. And on top of that I've noticed my vision is getting kinda bad. Like it's getting more blurry. And my hand is also getting worse. If you didn't know already I have a motor skills issue in my hands which makes it hard to do thinks and I noticed it's even harder to control a pencil now... that's all for now

sorry i havent been active much here. happy new year everyone! my resolution for this year is to improve my art and make more animations instead of doing one every year or so. i really need to step up my game this year so my page can be better for me and you guys

i forgot to post earlier but its already pasr 12 so i cant say its today